reason why.. (1)

now..
I am standing in a large room
here is no light

too many wall
too much strange sounds
too many strange face

and too dark here..

I hear a love sound far from this dark room..
but I still stay here..

let me feel the all strange..

I know I need to go out..
but I love this place..
too much love for this place..

but, those wall, those sound, and those face don't care about this feeling..

I know I need to go out..
but I don't know how..

too much love for this place..
that they never realize..


sidoarjo,7 Juni 2010
(for you all that always in my mind, "love you much")